Today is a Guild day. My D-30 helped me grieve this morning. My wife, Kelly, died Friday night. She died peacefully. For the last four years she lived with terminal breast cancer. Five different chemo treatments kept here alive. The last 13 months were on hospice. Part of the day Friday included an impromptu jam at her bedside with a dear friend. Today I'm sad, feeling empty. Feeling full at the same time, oddly. I'm grounded in faith and grounded in music. This performance is far from perfect, yet expresses loss, death, loneliness and new life.